From Suicide Plan to Addiction Treatment
Interviewer: Please introduce yourself as is common in Congress60
Traveler Esmail: I am Esmail a traveler, I had 25 years of destruction and my latest drugs were opium extract, heroin, ice and methadone. My travel lasts for 11 months and 25 days. I got liberated from addiction under the guidance of Mr. Saeed with the DST method and OT [Opium Tincture]. I had even nicotine destruction and I traveled for 12 months under the guidance of Mr. Sohrab and now I am using one piece of Nicotine Gum.
Interviewer: What were your anti-Xes and their destructions on you?
Traveler Esmail: My destruction dates back to 20 years ago, I had five years of misusing opium and opium extract. I daily consumed .5 gram of opium extract, two grams of opium and one gram of hashish. Then all of these drugs were replaced by heroin. For 14 years, I had been a heroin abuser, then ice was added and my consumption was .5 gram of ice, one gram of opium extract, 40 cc of methadone and three grams of heroin which all were a thorn in my flesh. I consumed methadone to treat my addiction, but it had been more destructive. I could not sleep at all but now after my treatment, this problem is resolved.
Interviewer: Had you any illusions and hallucinations while consuming ice?
Traveler Esmail: yes, in my father’s house, we had a garden. Every night I thought that crickets coming from the garden were under the carpet. An ice-abuser is entangled in the trap of satanic and devilish forces. It was a very miserable life. I got divorced from my wife because of addiction and I was homeless and I had to sleep in my car.
Interviewer: How did you get familiar with Congress6?
Traveler Esmail: It is a very interesting story. I had planned to commit suicide; therefore, I had bought five grams of Ice and five grams of heroin, to kill myself, I decided to consume both at once so that I could get rid of that terrible life. Accidently I saw one of my friends and he invited me to go to a place. Because of his insistence, I came to Congress60 and now I got liberated from addiction.
Interviewer: Please tell us more about your travel in Congress60.
Traveler Esmail: I came and passed three sessions for the newcomers in Congress60. Then, I selected my guide. I did every stage to get OT [Opium Tincture]. On the first day, my guide talked about the rules and the sanctity of Congress60. He told me: “if you act upon Congress60’s instructions, you would be liberated from addiction”. I attended Congress60 before the beginning of the meetings and I had a standard travel. I wrote CDs and I drank my OT on time. I got interested in white shirt [that Congress60 members must wear while being in Congress60] and I always read the book “Crossing the zone minus 60 degrees”.
In my first travel, I memorized the messages in the book, “Crossing the zone minus 60 degrees” as Mr. Torabkhani encouraged me to do so. He gave me lots of energy and I got optimist to memorise the messages. By doing so, I could increase my concentration and I loved the messages and their memorizing. At first, I momorised the messages word by word, but after a while my memory improved and now I can memorise the messages sentence by sentence. With practice, everything is possible, my calmness increased and I feel very well by doing this.
Interviewer: How is your feeling when you memorise the messages?
Traveler Esmail: I feel calm and get energy and feel happy. The messages in the book “Crossing the zone of minus 60 degrees” have spiritual effects and my heartrate increases when I read them. It is a unique sense and I hope everyone can feel this experience.
Interviewer: What do these words remind you of? Congress60? Mr. Dezhakam? Mr. Amin? the book of Love? Shadabad branch of Congress60? serving others? the most enjoyable message of the book? Master Sardar?
Traveler Esmail: Congress60: The place of safety and happiness; Mr. Dezhakam: Love; Mr. Amin: worldview and changing attitudes; the book of Love: love itself; Shadabad branch of Congress60: a lovely place; serving others: I love it from the bottom of my heart; the most enjoyable message of the book: the Rainbow message by Master Ra’ad; Master Sardar: is the great Master
Interviewer: And your last words?
Traveler Esmail: I am grateful to Mr. Dezhakam who prepared this place so that all the travelers and I could be liberated from addiction. I am also grateful to my guide who was the reason why I keep coming to Congress60. I am thankful to you and the people who serve in the website of Congress60.
Interviewer: Traveler Mousa
Photographer: Traveler Mahdi
Translated by Elahe
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