I was a teenager with a load of dreams searching for a master key in order to reach them; I was curious and facetious to try everything, and I liked end of the line sentence.
When I became familiar with narcotics I thought I have found a great interesting secret in order to have a fun life, at the beginning, using narcotics made me full of passion and it became a great support (?) for me.
Happy or upset, it didn’t matter, I used narcotics, I believed who doesn’t use narcotics wont enjoy life, one day I couldn’t get any drugs, then I realized the meaning of addiction and dependence.
From my point of view with my unbalanced worldview, I found world vain and injustice and I was creditor from everybody even God himself.
I had objection to almost everything, unless using narcotics made me believe everything is beautiful and interesting.
It passed until I faced smooth problems instead of being happy for the time and I became frustrated.
Because of pressures on me I decided to quit, it is funny that I tried at least 20 different methods with no results, failure after failure, I was starting to realize the real meaning of the end of the line and how misfortune and dark it is.
Until something interesting happened for me:
End of the line became beginning of a new line for me,
New line was the certain treatment which I found in Congress60, it’s been 3 months since I have started my treatment, and I realized all the things that have happened for me was just.
I had to go through darkness in order to realize the light.
Translated by: Ehsan Ranjbar
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