Invitation, acceptance and leadership
I pictured the day and the moment when I took an oath in front of the Lord (long time ago). What did I say? What did I hear? What was my feeling when I promised that I would obey and yield to him forever. I witnessed his uniqueness and I started a journey (outset) to the earthy world to compensate my mistakes, try hard, obey and float in time. I promised to keep the wisdom torch in my hands in order to watch my steps and not to wander around blindly in rough dangerous alleys of life. I remember that day, but what I have done? Do I fulfill my promises? Did I find the right path? No, I became a blind viewer imprisoned by my nescience, while I am not aware of signs that negative forces imposed on my body and soul.
I realized that I was lost. But God found me, took my empty hands and led me to a safe sacred place. Although I am still lacking (in faith), the Omnipotent settled me in such a love school to remind me of the oath. I forgot but he remembers. Yes, he is always there while I am not. He is my God and consigned me to those who worship him and brighten their oath with science and knowledge. I am a companion now. I am invited to be his subordinate and observe my mentors’ (guides') commands. Those orders are the safe and lightening laws of my life. Along with the complex path of completion, prophet Mohammad learned and then obeyed until he became a commander of hearts, a messenger of love, and an envoy of mercy.
I am a person who has been educated by God. I realized that I should try to know myself at first then I will understand the existence of God. He taught me the nescience to enjoy the wisdom. I submitted myself to my mentor when he talks about love, faith, common sense, and KHAMR (a system for controlling the hormones and neurotransmitters). Then I believed in love, justice, right acts, and awareness. I could get experiences, thinking, and education. I learned about how to be a human, and practicing what we have learned. My guide talks about the sense of time, the long and slow journey, the magnificent creator, the values, the supplementary forces, the orders, the cheerful feelings, Edmond and Helga. He talks about love and its fourteen valleys, about freezing at 60 degrees below zero. He advises me to be obedient to gain the ability to command my soul and body, the world, the human being, and the hearts.
I want to take my valuable bright existence back from destructive and negative forces with the help of my guide and mentor. Oh my God, please help me.
Author : companion Mehri
Writer: Companion Leila
Translator: Companion Parvin